Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Getting Disconnected

Each day is a promise of new hope. A hope that everything will be fine today. Everything that has been messy will be set right. The hope wins and the soul is nourished by a “feel good” coat, if a few things are sorted out. And if efforts fail, the soul is no weak freak. It prepares a cradle for the new hope to be born. Sometimes it happens that the soul gets drained of preparing the cradle incessantly, with no creditable gap. You feel weak. A haunting agony. Nothing seems better. You want to quit from everything.

It is at this point of time that your soul needs your conscious aid. The soul is too disturbed to help itself. You know of the best method to help yourself? Well... I don know either. But I found this one pretty helpful – getting disconnected. This methodology is a preferable one, if its people who are giving you the trouble. People ignoring you, people who are hypocritical, people misunderstanding you. Disconnect………. Disconnect from everyone around you mentally. Let your mind constantly read the quote – “I don’t care what you do. I don’t mind about you. I wish to stay away. Alone.” You tell your mind not to bother if you get a call or a mail or a message from people. You teach your mind to pretend as if you never knew persons or even were acquainted. You let yourself be alone. You train your mind not to let a thought related to people hover around. Its just you and your work. Blocked out.

But this cannot pursue for long. This is to make yourself feel better, to nurture your destabilized soul. A brief period of silence by disconnecting from the troubles (people). You start feeling better gradually. Your soul learns how to keep protected. The period helps you to perceive the world with new thoughts. The path to your goal becomes more clear. When you are settled, the enriched soul establishes a good relationship with everyone. A resurrection, which you are sentient of, but unknown to outer world. Its another new beginning. The soul preparing for the cradles.